Sussex. Funeral day. Brother off at yet another airport - death these days seems to involve a lot of those...no time now. Deepest Sussex - June day, sun, flowers, grief. Family - granny feels like the cuckoo in the nest, but so does everyone in these circumstances, I guess. Enough. Beloved is disposed in house in Spain, orange grove and swimming-pool in front... vociferous donkey behind... Not like here. Flowers sprayed, clothes ironed, coffee drunk. What else? A coffin!...Till tomorrow, Granny P